April 20

Sporadic neurotic awareness is what I’ve developed over the course of this semester. There was weightlessness (of a freefall) beset by a landing, though I believe the landing level has risen gradually and steadily. I am grateful for this, for every time I hit my head it hurts a little less…
I recognize (and so shall you) my inability to regiment my practices, for I consider myself practicing all the time (and playing all the time). Haphazard exploration with intention—it is a way of life until it isn’t, and such a day may come, and if it does, so it will be!